She smiled with all her might –
But she’s drowning in the dark again.
She tried real hard –
But she’s back down in her hell-hole again.
She’s back in that place,
Where she’s clawing at her wrists again
And she aches for a simple embrace.
Yes, she’s emptied out,
Swimming in desperation and delusions,
Up to her neck in insecurities and doubt –
She knows not if she’ll find redemption again.