A Walking Suicide Note

nimbus clouds like looming suicide

She exists and persists with a nimbus cloud hovering over her head, filled with notions of death and self-disgust that prevents her from shutting her eyes at night – for sleep makes the nightmares too real, the horrors tangible enough to wind her springs tight. She smiles and laughs to hide mirthless eyes that speak […]

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Imprisoned and Poisoned

Imprisoned and Poisoned - Depression

I would like to shed The darkness that cloaks me, But it continuously chokes me Even as I go to bed. I would like to be rid Of the nightmares that haunt me, But they completely confound me And often throw me off the grid. I would like to shake off This monster that’s taken […]

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The Man in My Nightmares

dark man

As I drift slowly Into my drug-induced sleep, A scene from the past into My dimming consciousness creeped. It was of this school girl And how frightened she was At the sight that assaulted Her eyes, so young and innocent. I could almost hear her screams As she ran away, scampering And quivering – not […]

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hurting myself

Silently he steals into my night with the chillest of breaths, the nightmares that sear my soul. He pours liquid fire into my veins, Pulsating in my wrists And tingling harshly in my fingertips. I claw my way into every inch Of my body that burns with his touch. I see blood-red ribbons of skin […]

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